Kujutlusvõimleja

2012-02-19T13:38:00.000+02:00

Holding hands may seem like an innocent gesture, but they show more than a simple interlocking of fingers. Your hands are one of the most essential parts of your body: you build with them, feed with them, hold with them, touch with them, fight with them; they are the tools of the human body. To take a hold of another’s hand is to break from living individually. It is to link yourself to another being, to momentarily entwine your life with another’s, to promise, for a moment, that you need not face the world alone. More simple, more aesthetically naive than other forms of affection, i.e kissing, hugging..., the act of holding hands is often trivialized in its true implications. As the Beatles once said “I want to hold your hand.”

Neliteist veebruar

2012-02-14T20:02:00.002+02:00

Järgnevad read väljendavad kui palju mulle tänane päev meeldib

Perioodilisustabeleid

2012-02-13T15:06:00.004+02:00

Uue semestri terviseks

Laenatud kingadega laenatud riiulis

2012-01-24T16:03:00.004+02:00

Evele :)

Game of Thrones of Muppets

2012-01-19T23:27:00.001+02:00

Kuldsed kingakesed

2012-01-17T20:19:00.003+02:00

Note to self: huvitav, kas endale saab panna kingapoodide keelu; nii nagu saab kasiinosse minekut takistada ???

Algaja keemiku viimaseid sõnu...

2012-01-16T23:53:00.001+02:00

1. And now the tasting test.

2. May that become hot?

3. And now a little bit from this...

4. ... and please keep that test tube alone!

5. And now shake it a bit.

6. Why is there no label on this bottle?

7. In which glass was my mineral water?

8. The bunschen burnes *is* out!

9. Why does that stuff burn with a green flame?!?

10. *H* stands for Nitrogen - and that does *not* burn...

11. Oh, now I have spilt something...

12. First the acid, then the water...

13. And now the detonating gas problem.

14. This is a completely safe experimental setup.

15. Where did I put my gloves?

16. O no, wrong beaker...

17. The fire alarm is just being tested.

18. Now you can take the protection window away...

19. And now keep ith constat at 24 degrees celsius, 25... 26... 27...

20. Peter can you please help me. Peter!?! Peeeeeteeeeer?!?!?!?

21. I feel it how long 15 seconds are!

22. Something is wrong here...

23. Where do all those holes in my kettle come from?

24. Trust me - I know what I am doing.

25. And now a cigarette...

2012-01-09T14:58:00.001+02:00

1. Grief can make you impulsive, because you realize just how precious life is. For short, powerful bursts of time, you think “fuck it” and book trips to Thailand.

2. Grief can make you a walking tempest, a ball of pure rage. You hate everything. You compare everyone. You begin to resent friends who are alive for not being the ones who are dead.

3. Grief can make Hollywood your life. You have an internal monologue for insignificant moments and create a soundtrack on iTunes, which you play when feeling particularly emo.

4. Grief can make you passionate and lethargic. You will never sleep as much, and as little, when grieving.

5. Grief can make you amazingly alone, but more claustrophobic and suffocated than ever. Everyone avoids you, yet everyone asks how you are.

6. Grief can make you search for anything that represents emotions you know are lurking somewhere inside you but are unable to articulate.

7. Grief can make you feel old, because you feel more than ever before, and young, because of how helpless you have become.

8. Grief can make you wallow in self-pity while feeling angry at others for doing the same. Everything is assimilated into your perspective.

9. Grief can make you obsessed with the well-being of everyone you love. Every ache should be seen to by a doctor – and every doctor has no clue what they’re doing.

10. Grief reminds you just how bittersweet life is, and brings back the fact that one day, if you’ve lived right, people will be grieving over you. For some reason, this is not scary at all.

Nagu jõulud

2012-01-06T18:50:00.005+02:00

2011-12-23T02:39:00.001+02:00

Härra Rivikomandörile

2011-12-22T01:56:00.000+02:00

I need to

2011-12-11T14:22:00.001+02:00

Sõnu pole vajagi

2011-12-01T00:23:00.001+02:00

Kirjandushuumorinurgake

2011-11-15T14:53:00.003+02:00

Rikkusin kõik ära jälle

2011-11-09T16:19:00.001+02:00

Motivatsiooni ja positiivset mõtlemist

2011-11-07T18:17:00.002+02:00

-I am not afraid of growth enhancing commitments, which will advance my recovery.
-When I fill my body with good things I need-rest, proper nutrition, satisfying work, loving and caring, my effectiveness grows.
-Recovery may seem hard, but isn’t the alternative worse.
-Today, I will make an effort to take one small step toward reaching one of my goals.
-I can cope with change today without turning to or away from food.
-I can accept my difficulties as challenges, using them to spur on to continued growth.
-Today I will take every chance to participate in life, not control it.
-Today I will take a long good look at the good things in my life.
-I look back and see that my failures are showing me the way to success. I will accept the best I am able to do right now as success for today.
-I may not be in a very good mood. I may not make visible progress today. But, at the very least, I can avoid self-destructive behavior around food. I can follow my meal plan for today, whether I feel like it or not.
-My opinions are worthwhile and deserve to be heard.
-I am responsible for my own attitude.
-I choose to be kind and patient with myself in my progress toward recovery.
-I can be good to myself today and let my meal plan take care of my weight.
-Slips and slides should not be excuses for giving up.
-I give myself permission to begin again with whatever I am trying to learn.
-May I courageously continue the adventure of self-discovery.
-My Ed behaviors take me out of circulation and away form meaningful contacts. Recovery gives me back to those I love.
-I can decide to be cheerful and optimistic, just for today.
-I love and accept myself where I am now. I am wonderful.
-I am free to take charge of my life.
-I choose to release anger in harmless ways.
-I bless my body with love. All parts of my body are beautiful.
-I accept only thoughts that support me and make me feel good.
-I am the living, joyous expression of life. I am my own person.
-No person, place, thing, or thought has power over me.
-I am totally adequate for all situations that arise.
-I move forward with confidence and ease. I trust the flow and process of my life.
-I recognize my own true worth.
-It is safe for me to grow up. I can now handle my own life with joy and ease.
-I feel love for my body and the way it works.
-I am never STUCK. Change is always taking place.
-I am the only person who thinks in my mind. I am the power and authority in my world.
-I experience and express my emotions freely.
-I love and approve of myself, am at peace with my own feelings and stand tall and free.
-If I can endure for this minute whatever is happening to me. no matter how heavy my heart is or how dark the moment might be…If I can but keep on believing what I know in my heart to be true, That darkness will fade with morning and that this will pass away, too…Then nothing can ever disturb me or fill me with uncertain fear, For as sure as night brings dawning, my morning is bound to appear…
-I will hold on. I will be brave. I am almost there. I will never give up.
-I am naturally beautiful when I am myself.
-I am meant to be very different from everyone else. This releases the burden of feeling like I have to be someone other than me.
-I carry within me all the essentials of a happy existence.
-I will live my life in the way I want to be remembered.
-I will never please everyone and that’s okay.
-I am proud of myself for all I have accomplished no matter how small or great.
-I will not let the lessons or experiences of the past dampen my enthusiasm for new beginnings.
-One step at a time. That is how I will get where I am going.
-I can let go of shame.
-I am free to be all I can be.
-I can learn to embrace change.
-I will let myself receive the healing I need.
-I will not allow my disorder to control or manipulate me.
-I will nurture myself through each stage of recovery.
-I make the world more special just by being in it.
-I have choices. I can choose new responses to old situations. I can learn to recognize my true needs and choose positive ways of satisfying them. I can choose recovery-NOW!
-Whatever my weight today, I am a worthwhile person with valuable contributions to make to those around me.
-The only limitations I have are the ones I place on myself

2011-11-02T22:58:00.001+02:00

Küünlavalgus, et leiaksid täna tee koju

Neelad tina?

2011-11-01T10:42:00.001+02:00

Tangime?

2011-10-28T18:48:00.000+03:00

An apple for an Apple?

2011-10-26T02:42:00.000+03:00

Käes on sügis,

2011-10-10T13:01:00.000+03:00

uued tuuled: R, M, L, V

Burning rubber...

2011-08-18T21:48:00.001+03:00

Suvi on märksõnaks mitmetasandiliselt. A ingel kesapõllul

2010-02-08T23:03:00.001+02:00

Ma kolisin FBsse. Mõtted ja teod on seal nüüd.

Edit: mõned mõtted jõuavad siia ka vist.

Kui eestlane sina oled?

2009-11-16T18:08:00.000+02:00

This is for people who are either from Estonia or have met some Estonians in their life and made observations about Estonians. We know that stereotypes only tell you a part of the truth. That's why we don't take the following list too seriously...

You know you are from Estonian when...

1. You use the word ‘normal’ if something is ok.
2. When visiting friends abroad you bring along a box of Kalev chocolate.
3. You attended a song festival at least once either as a performer or as a spectator.
4. You know that going to the sauna is 80% about networking and 20% about washing
5. You are nationalistic about Skype (it is actually an Estonian company)
6. ‘Kohuke’ belongs to your menu
7. You declare your taxes on the internet like all modern people
8. You actually believed for a while that Latvians had 6 toes per foot when you heard that as a child
9. You are convinced that Estonia is very strategically located
10. You spent at least one midsummer in Saaremaa, Hiiumaa or one of the smaller islands
11. You can quote films like "Viimne reliikvia" and "Siin me oleme"
12. You spit three times around your left shoulder for good luck
13. Words like "veoauto", "täieõiguslik" or "jää-äär" sound perfectly pronouncable to you
14. You like bold statements, such as this one...
15. There can never be too much sarcasm
16. You can at times drink hot tea to hot food
17. You are disappointed that Jaan Kross never got the Nobel prize in literature
18. It would not be suprising for English-speakers to find your name naughty (Peep, Tiit, Andres [sounds like undress]) or hippy (Rein, Rain)
19. You have been to Finland
20. You say 'Noh' (sounds like NO) even when you speak English, just to confuse people
21. You know the lyrics to "Mutionu" and "Rongisõit"
22. You would never mistaken Kreisiraadio for a radio station
23. You would agree that wife-carrying is a real sport (at least as long as Estonians are winning)
24. Your best friend's girlfriend is your English teacher's daughter and they live next door to your grandparents, who were colleagues with your advisor, who is friends with your...
25. You think that any beverage below 20% is non-alcoholic
26. You check the thermometer before going out
27. You look in both directions before crossing the road, even if it's a one-way street
28. You grin very mysteriously when people ask about your national food
29. Even if you find the music by Veljo Tormis and Arvo Pärt not exactly easy-listening, you think they are great messengers for the country
30. You put ketchup inside your pasta (french-cooked gourmet faire la fine manger pasta) in order to not to get the ketchup-bowl dirty
31. You cheated on your wife/husband at least ten times but you still think you're in a good marriage.
32. When someone asks you "where is Estonia?" you quickly reply that it's located in Northern Europe close to Finland...
33. Your grandmother's "purse" is an old plastic bag that has been reused several times
34. Sour cream tastes good with everything
35. A foreigner speaks to you in broken horrible Estonian and you go on and on about how wonderful their Estonian is compared to "the Russians'"
36. You have ever worn or seen anyone wear "karupüksid"
37. You have heard the phrase "Estonians are slow" at least once
38. Kui sa saad aru, mis siia kirjutatud on
39. You find yourself continually ignoring the gender in other languages
40. You say 'kurat' as at least every second word
41. You consider running to the shop at 19.50 on Friday evening to buy some booze, a sport
42. You are a true Estonian when you come from Tallinn, because if you are from Tallinn you think Tallinn IS Estonia and that’s true of course that Tallinn is Estonia
43. When someone says "Estonians are so beautiful" you answer almost without emotions "I know"
44. You have tried to explain people that "kauboi" is actually a word in Estonian
45. You don't think that terviSEKS is a funny word
46. You don't find the Estonian equivalent to the expressions "twelve months", "1002" and "12 buses" remotely funny or rude
47. Even though you never met Toots, Teele and Kiir you know exact what they are like
48. You grin when someone you know says that they bought a BMW
49. You know how to end the sentence "Kui Arno isaga koolimajja jõudis..."
50. Verivorst tastes great (at least once a year at Christmas time)
51. You want truth and justice (tõde ja õigus) to rule the world
52. You think that the combination blue-black-white is cheerful
53. You know that love for 3 oranges is not a weird sex thing and the phrase "x 6 me" makes absolutely sense
54. For you it is totally normal to eat food gone sour (hapupiim, hapukurk, hapukapsas, hapukoor)
55. A language should have at least 14 cases
56. You know the moves to the song "Põdra maja"
57. You consider “Õllepruulija” an unofficial national anthem
58. Everyone in your family has pictures from funerals
59. You are so proud of every Estonian that you correct foreigners who say that the population is 1 million, not 1.3 million as it actually is
60. You know the moves to 'kaerajaan'
61. "Ühesõnaga" means that a really long explanation is coming
62. A mention of a town with a population of a million or more causes you to panic slightly
63. The phrase "go south, get some sun" can feasibly mean Latvia or Lithuania. The phrase "go north" is semantically null
64. It's been years since you've seen your paper passport and paper bus pass
65. And weeks since you've seen cash money.
66. And you barely remember that there are other forms of payment except electronic ones.
67. When you come to a city that has a subway, you are prepared to spend a day just riding it.
68. You presume that all other countries also have ubiquitous Internet access.
69. Four-digit bus route numbers cause your brain to shut down.
70. You feel that the University of Tartu is among the top 5 best/largest/oldest universities in the world, and if you've graduated from it, all paths in life are open for you.
71. Swimming in +18C water is a perfectly normal summer activity for you.
72. Although when summer does come around, you tend to be working that day.
73. You will die before finding out if anyone actually does buy all those black&white hand-knit sweaters in the Old Town.
74. You can name from memory all the really big musical acts that have performed in Estonia.
75. Walking down Viru street, you can accurately name all the cruise ships in Tallinn harbour on that day.
76. You know the names of all three black people living in Estonia.
77. You remember the 1-kroon bill and the 5-sent coin.
78. A person that speaks three languages isn't the slightest bit impressive.
79. Your biological clock senses with perfect accuracy the 15 minutes since you've parked your car in the center of town.
80. You have already been to Olde Hansa.
81. You know what the EURIBOR rate is right now.
82. If it takes more than 10 minutes to drive somewhere within the city, you are mildly annoyed because it is too far.
83. You are beginning to have a glimmer of hope for ever learning how to correctly pronounce Jüriöö Ülestõus.
84. Your doctor prescribes a visit to a tanning salon.
85. You take it as inevitable that you will need to go abroad for some things: clothes, footwear, books, theme parks...
86. First-graders with mobile phones no longer surprise you.
87. People who type slowly and carefully using only their index fingers are subconsciously considered to be foreigners.
88. The most difficult subjects you learned at school were Estonian history, Estonian geography and Estonian literature. And Russian.
89. You can speak with pride of Estonia's tallest mountain.
90. Buildings taller than 20 floors are sightseeing items where you bring visitors.
91. You are beginning to find Eino Baskin's jokes funny.
92. On June 23rd, you feel the irresistible urge to drink beer and eat barbeque meat.
93. When you hear "Kristina", you think of Shmigun, not Aguilera.
94. Every year you believe, deep in your heart, that Estonia will once again win the Eurovision Song Contest.
95. Potato to you is the same as rice to a Japanese.
96. You consider summer to consist of three weeks of bad skiing weather.
97. You can't imagine your life without "Kalev" and "Vana Tallinn", especially while having a deep look at the Tall Hermann and Oleviste sitting in the cafe inside the Old Town...
98. You're proud that Ernst Hemingway wrote that you can find at least one Estonian in every harbour in the world.
99. Ten months of the year it is too dark to be up and two months it is too light to go to bed.
100. You believe that Kalev will return because Kreutzwald wrote so.
101. You find nothing special about singing a super-state to collapse.
102. You look down on people who ask if Estonia along with the rest of Eastern Europe is civilized by now / if Estonia belongs to the EU.
103. You know what or where "Valli baar" is but you would not try "Millimallikas" they serve twice, unless someone else pays for it.
104. You wait for a green light at a pedestrian crossing even when there is no traffic to be seen.
105. You are obsessed with your mobile phone's ringtones and you can't wait to get a new mobile.
106. You have an account on rate.ee or used to have one until you realised there is also myspace, facebook and orkut which are way better.
107. a Southern European friend of yours is excited that it's miraculously snowing in their country and they tell you about it with enthusiasm but it doesn't move you at all.. at least not emotionally.
108. You know what "spikerdama" means and have good memories of it.
109. You don't understand the physics or chemistry your textbooks and teachers try to teach you because it's too complicated.
110. You are too lazy to walk.. so instead you take the tram, the bus or the trolley-bus and if you do that without a ticket you know why people call you a bunny.
111. You know what a "läbu" is.
112. You know that the word "aita" and "Tarapiita" possibly comes from the word "Taara, avita" and you know who Taara is.
113. You are crazy about tanning at Pärnu Beach.
114. You eat too many dairy products.
115. You have lived in flats more than houses.
116. You are proud that an Estonian day still continues even with metres of fat snow covering the streets because other countries like the US would call it a "snowday" which basically means they have no work or school.
117. You also know that if there is going to be another Ice Age the Estonian people will more likely survive better than the South or Western Europeans
118. And you like the global warming but you can't imagine a Christmas without snow.
119. You'd love to get your 12th grade exam results texted to you.
120. You have joined the "pohhuist" club or know people who are members of it.
121. You have porridge for breakfast.
122. You have had borsch or selyanka soup in your school.
123. You eat everything with sidrunipipar.
124. You notice summer has come because "Reporter" changes name to "Suvereporter"
125. You consider saying "Thank you" for someone's light for a cigarette rude.
126. You consider constantly smiling and friendly people high on drugs or just annoying.
127. You have a puzzled relationship to your Baltic neighours: you might feel great blood kinship but then again you want to look better than they and take offense if someone thinks you're from Latvia or Lithuania.
128. You don't even expect a victory from the Estonian football team, but you still follow the game with great emotions.
129. You aren't surprised over news like "someone (age 18-25) rolled over with a BMW", "someone (age 18-25) was speeding (speed +30-... over the limit) with a BMW" anymore.
130. You can relate to the lyrics of "Depressiivsed Eesti väikelinnad".
131. You eat pea soup and a bun with whipped cream on Vastlapäev every year.
132. You prefer Pirita and Pärnu beach to Miami and Hollywood club (Tallinn) to Pacha (Ibiza).
133. You feel butterflies in your belly when you hear Tõnis Mägi's song "Koit".
134. You know that between two legs there is Rataskaevu street.
135. If Finnish guy goes to "tyräleikkaus" you think that they are going to cut his dick off.
136. You consider Chalice's "Minu inimesed" almost the new national anthem... if you don't, you've been outside Estonia for too long...
137. You watch "Nukitsamees" with English subtitles and foreigners STILL don't get why Estonians love that movie so much.
138. You suddenly feel hungry when you hear the following words: hapukapsas, musta leib, Kalevi valge mustikashokolaad, mulgipuder, kohupiimatort, jäätisekokteil, juustugrillvorst etc. See the discussion on Estonian food for more yummy stuff...
139. You have at least once had to explain people when being abroad that No, Estonia is not as cold as Siberia and No, ice hockey is not the most popular sport in Estonia, cause we actually do not have ice all year around.
140. You wear small reflecting accessoires on your clothes during winter.
141. You say to a foreigner "Sure! I'll help you learn the Estonian language!", and then you disappear...
142. Most of your friends and/or their parents are divorced.
143. You undress yourself as much as possible when the sun is shining.
144. You have tried singing "Põdra maja" with certain vowels (for example "Pedrel meje metse sees..").
145. You drink birch juice (kasemahl) in springtime.
146. You wonder, mis värvi on armastus??
147. You wear socks with sandals.
148. As a child you went looking for a fern flower on Jaaniõhtu

apparent trap

2009-10-18T17:34:00.002+03:00

Ma sattusin ka Mafia lõksu.
Miks see peab olema põnevam kui olulised ja tähelepanu vajavad asjad?

2009-10-09T18:08:00.002+03:00

Väike kokkuvõte hiljutistest sündmustest

Neljapäeva hommikune üllatus oli hea. Ta torkas pea ukse vahelt sisse, hõiskas überrõõmsalt "Tere hommikust!" ja hüppas voodisse.

Reede hommikud on järjest raskemad ja progress lõputöö suunas on endiselt nullilähedane

Laupäeval on stiilikas. Mina Indiaanlane, hau.

Mida te tahate mulle öelda?

2009-09-20T19:21:00.002+03:00

Kui harva saan mina rõõmu tunda vabast reedest ja oi kuidas ma seda naudin kui selleks võimalust on.

SB hoiatas juba varakult, et tuleb Tartusse, seega olin valmistunud: reede töölt vaba.
"Kerge" soojendus kodus, Pedigree "Skeletali" esitlus ja kiire läbi astumine rokiklubist. Hommik oli parim.
Tunnen puudust ja ootan tagasi. Aitäh megatoreda päeva eest ^^.

2009-09-16T17:33:00.000+03:00

Kas talle sobib sinu arvamus või on tal ka oma arvamus?

2009-09-09T09:42:00.002+03:00

Mõnus on istuda üksi köögis aurava teetassiga ja vaadata päikselisse hommikusse.

H jõudis Inglismaalt tagasi. Ma juba ei jõua ära oodata oktoobri lõppu. Nii väga tahan ka minna.

Päikest ^^.

mango malibu jõhvikamahlaga palun

2009-09-03T20:33:00.002+03:00

Sellest-särgist-on-liiga-keeruline-teha-kleit.
elp, kulat

Stiilikas tuleb vägev, aga laupäevks olen ma surnud.
Anna andeks R, ma tõesti ei jõua homme.

Cheers

Btw, ma lubasin vähem juua

Only one magic trick

2009-08-26T11:19:00.003+03:00

natuke päikest minu unistes ja töistes päevades-öödes

R käis siin.

Varsti tuleb SB ka. ^^.

recent events

2009-08-15T20:22:00.002+03:00

ene viimane vaba õhtu. väga kift
kanuumatk. omamoodi huvitav ja lõbus
pulm. peaaegu ideaalne

ma olen väsinud nüüd. oeh

2009-07-31T12:27:00.002+03:00

nad on segased. Saatsid mulle teise bloki suitsu veel. Lihtsalt.
Mine veel promoüritustele :D

Edit (17.08.09): Augusti lõpus pidi veel üks tulema :D

puhkus

2009-07-29T13:15:00.001+03:00

ülitore on võtta aastas üks puhkus ja vahetult enne seda korralikult haigeks jääda. Köhida ja tatistada suve kõige soojemal päeval on vale.

eeerm.....

2009-06-26T19:02:00.002+03:00

"Mis sa rapsid, elu on niigi lühike."

jaanipäeva moto

kõik toimus selle järgi, isegi jalgrattamatk.

14.06.09

2009-06-15T11:23:00.000+03:00

paljuõnnesünnipäevaksmulleandallthatjazz

eine-kleine-kaine-naine

2009-05-29T12:16:00.001+03:00

I thought I loved you but it was just how you looked in the light

molekulide erootika

2009-05-20T21:35:00.002+03:00

lõik füüsikalise keemia konspektist:

Reaktsiooni alguses on süsteemis ainult lähteained A ja B. Kui reaktsioon algab, siis A ja B lähenevad teineteisele, mille tulemusel süsteemi potentsiaalne energia kasvab. Potentsiaalne energia kasvab maksimumini erilises olekus, kus A ja B vaheline kaugus on optimaalne reaktsiooni toimumiseks. Seda olekut nimetatakse aktiveeritud vaheolekuks. Edasi võib toimuda põrgete potentsiaalse energia vähenemine, mis on tingitud sellest, et A ja B moodustavad klastri seniks, kuni moodustub produkt. Kuid samuti võib toimuda ka aktiveeritud kompleksi lagunemine tagasi lähteaineteks ja reaktsiooni ei toimugi.

2009-04-27T15:01:00.001+03:00

modeleeritud pedereerija

2009-04-08T20:21:00.003+03:00

Observation of the day-night: Mu öösärk on "öösärgina" täiesti kasutu. Mitte ühegi nurga alt vaadatuna ei meenuta ta "särki" ja katab ta tegelikult ainult selga.

Karvaseid ärkamisi

2009-04-02T15:52:00.002+03:00

Täielik raha-must-auk

Aprillinali no 1

2009-04-01T19:44:00.001+03:00

Kas Eesti võidab täna jalgpallimängu?

üllatus üllatus

2009-04-01T10:17:00.006+03:00

Täna hommikul oli lihtsam kui eile.

Hea on teada, et keegi on veel rohkem kahe jalaga maas. Põlvini sisse betoneeritud, minu kohalik batmänn ja kaljukivi. Minu elav tõestus sellest, et elu läheb edasi. Sinust on rohkem abi, kui sa ise mõista suudad. Aitäh R.

Kui päike paistaks, säraks ta täna rohkem.

11:10 Päike paistab

15:00 Telefonikõne

^^.

2009-03-30T14:22:00.006+03:00

Kui suur peab olema hirm, et see ...
Millal see meeleheiteni viib
Kui tuge enam pole, sest ta
Kui kaua ma vastu pean?
Kes mind kinni püüab?

Minu lemmik naine on hullem kui mina ise

2009-03-16T23:07:00.001+02:00

Seventh Level of Hell

Guarded by the Minotaur, who snarls in fury, and encircled within the river Phlegethon, filled with boiling blood, is the Seventh Level of Hell. The violent, the assasins, the tyrants, and the war-mongers lament their pitiless mischiefs in the river, while centaurs armed with bows and arrows shoot those who try to escape their punishment. The stench here is overpowering. This level is also home to the wood of the suicides- stunted and gnarled trees with twisting branches and poisoned fruit. At the time of final judgement, their bodies will hang from their branches. In those branches the Harpies, foul birdlike creatures with human faces, make their nests. Beyond the wood is scorching sand where those who committed violence against God and nature are showered with flakes of fire that rain down against their naked bodies. Blasphemers and sodomites writhe in pain, their tongues more loosed to lamentation, and out of their eyes gushes forth their woe. Usurers, who followed neither nature nor art, also share company in the Seventh Level.

:D :D :D

I burn in hell

2009-03-09T17:24:00.003+02:00

Peaks vist ennast parandama!? :)

teadmatus

2009-02-22T04:45:00.000+02:00

Aga mis siis saab kui see sama hull Alpidesse saata?

2009-01-13T02:56:00.004+02:00

Mida teha hulluga, kellel on just enne talvist sessi kätte antud lumelaud ja kes veedab nüüd kogu oma aja lumes hullates, selle asemel, et tegeleda koolis failimise lõpetamisega? Mida teha selle sama hulluga, kes jõuab õhtul rampväsinuna koju, jookseb siis tööle, kus A. uusi sinikaid ja paistes sõrmi nähes käratab: "Kurat küll, hoia ennast"? Mida teha hulluga, kes homme tagasi läheb, et kõike uuesti korrata?

2009-01-03T16:27:00.000+02:00

Kas elu on naljakalt tõsine või tõsiselt naljakas?
Kumb oleks õigem, - kas mõttetult leegitseda või leegitult mõtiskleda?
Kas teeme mõne mõõduka meeletuse või muutume meeletult mõõdukaks?
Kas hakkame kisendama sosistusi või sosistama kisendusi?
Kas kerkime katusele või kattume kergusest?
Kas vigu korrutada või korda vigurdada?
Kas anuvalt vaikida või vaikivalt anuda?
Kas kisendavalt hääletada või hääletult kisendada?
Kas panti kantida või kanti pantida?
Kas uuri puurida või puuri uurida?
Kas hinnata kogemusi või koguda hindamisi?
Kas minna lootuseta või loota minemata?
Kas rühmata andele või anduda rühmale?
Kas öeldut mitte uskuda või usutut mitte öelda?
Kas suurepäratseda või pärasuurutseda?
Kas nalja välja mõelda või mõtet välja naerda?
Kas keelamist piirata või piiramist keelata?
Kas palju kitsendada või kitse paljundada?
Kas käsi laotada või laost käsitada?
Kas kõnelda palumata või paluda kõnelemata?
Kas liigsest vabaneda või vabadusega liialdada?
Kas orja himustada või himu orjastada?
Kas kohe ratsutada või ratsut kohendada?
Kas lakka lennata või lendamast lakata?
Kas heli salvestada või salve helistada?
Kas vägi läbistada või läbi vägistada?
Kas ilu imetleda või imet ilustada?
Et elu armastada, peab armu elustama.

(Artur Alliksaar)

2008-12-21T19:42:00.001+02:00

See aasta jäävad jõulud ära.

Kui inimesed end rohkem kuulaksid, räägiksid nad vähem

2008-12-05T00:28:00.002+02:00

2008-11-27T12:17:00.001+02:00

I've got lashes

Epic phail

2008-11-24T23:35:00.001+02:00

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Armastus kolme lumehelbe vastu

2008-11-23T14:08:00.003+02:00

Lumi on minu element ja talv on minu aastaaeg.

Kui näete kõndivat lumememme, siis võin see mina olla. Kui näete lumeilgleid, siis võivad need minu tehtud olla. Kui keegi viskab sind lumepalliga, võin see mina olla. Kui keegi on vöga hajameelne ja vahib aknast välja, siis võin see mina olla. Kui keegi üritab sind meeleheitlikult õue külma kätte jalutama vedada, võin see mina olla. Kui keegi käsib sul halva ilma kommentaarid perse pista ja lõpetada vingumine selle üle, mida sa muuta ei saa, võin see mina olla. Kui näete värskel lumel ükskuid jalajälgi, võisin mina seal kõndida. Lumesajus on kõik vaikne.

^^.

Dilemma

2008-11-22T16:47:00.001+02:00

How to shoot somebody who out drew you?

Palun vabandust, see oli isekas minust.

ja ma läksin Londonisse

2008-11-15T19:51:00.012+02:00

Inimesed.
Teistpidi liiklus tekitab veidi segadust ehk "Autod sõidavad valel pool teed"
Palju inimesi. Palju tüütuid turiste.
Mõned õiged inimesed. Roald. Tauno. Johanna. Anu. Mirjam.

Metroo tundub vähemalt minu jaoks täiesti loomuliku transpordivahendina. Kummaline, et ma seda alles nüüd mõistma hakkan. (ülejäänud elu vs 2 päeva)
Fish&Chips ei ole söödav. Kohalikel on ebainimlik äädikaisu. Ei mõista seda.
Öine linn ON ilus. London on öösel rahulik ja ebametropolikult vaikne. Sightseeing öösel on meeldiv. Roald.
Sünge teisipäeva öö läheneb kiiresti, ei taha siit veel lahkuda.
Late night house-warming parties Johannaga.
Järgmine päev"Rahvuslik"
Cambridge... appii kuhu ma sattunud olen... mulle meeldib seal. Arhitektuur, õhkkond.. ma vist olen õigesse kohta jõunud. Meel ja hing on rahul silmadega nähtavaga. Võibolla on mul lihtsalt ebaloomulik vaimustus, kes teab. Punting on omaette kogemus... soovitan. Anu.
Autod sõidavad valel pool teed.

Ma tahan päris kindlasti siia tagasi.
Kuu on ka samasugune.
Järgmine päev
Terve hommikupooliku sai usinat turisti mängitud: London Eye, turistilõks mis lõks, aga vaade on ilus; Westminster ja Big Ben, majad nagu ikka, ma ei tea; vahtkonna vahetus, mida mina eriti ei näinud, sest ma olen lühike ja inimesed ei paista läbi. Ülejäänud päeva kulutasin raha, mida mul ei ole asjade peale, mida mul pole vaja. Seega suht hea töö.
Järgmine päev
No mis sa ikka teed kui eile sai raha peaaegu otsa - lähed ja kulutad ülejäänud ka ära. Suureks õnneks kõik otsa ei saanud ja mõni kasulik-vajalik asi sai ka omandatud. Gap sai mind'itud ja Camdenis käidud. Nüüd tuleb oodata armsat ööbussi ja sõita Stanstedi jälle.
Mind the gap. Stand clear of the closing doors. This train terminates at Cockfosters.
Liiklus hakkab kohati isegi loogilisemana tunduma. Maa-pealne ja -alune kompass on enavähem klappima hakanud. Ja just siis peab ära minema hakkama
23.46 "Mis filmi me vaatame?" -> "Open season"
00.30 "kuule, uni on" -> Gilmore Girls
2.15 "buss võiks tulla juba"
2.55 "Miks see buss uksi lahti ei tee?"
3.05 "zzzzz..."
3.55 " Mis?! Lennujaam..."
4.43 "mm..pink....zzzzz"
6.47 "miks me ei lenda juba?"
6.50 "zzzzz"
11.45 "oota kuhu kaks tundi kadus?
15.33 Tartu

Me likes and wants to come back. ^^

Igasse päeva oleks vaja killukest positiivsust...

2008-11-11T00:30:00.003+02:00

mis lisaks sära ja soojust igasse päeva. Nagu personaalne väike päike, mis särab sinu ja ainult sinu jaoks just siis kui seda kõige rohkem vajad või kõige vähem ootad.

Ma tunnen ennast kui kuuuurija, kes kompab kauget ja tundmatu primitiivsete vahenditega, nagu toikaga sipelgapesa sorkiv ahv, kes tegelikult ei saa päriselt ka aru, mida ta teeb. Pole päris nii järsk kui blondiin ja kvantfüüsika, aga mõte on õiges suunas. Head isu.

"Everything will be OK in the end. If it's not OK, it's not the end."

Olen IT ajastu laps, sündisin klaviatuur suus ...

2008-11-08T19:15:00.003+02:00

enda kohta seda ei ütleks - ma failin oma käekirja lugemisel isegi.
Aga võibolla see ongi põhjus miks.

Olen rahutu ja tiksun ringi nagu närviline metronoom.
Varsti kolime ^^.

Supermolekulaarne aprikoos

2008-11-04T00:17:00.002+02:00

Killukesi tänasest päevast:
cankeldama
fauxijto
fenoolvesi
teaduslik artikkel
ja 5 poolikut protokolli

külmaks läheb ^^

Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage

2008-10-30T11:28:00.001+02:00

MyHeritage: Family trees - Genealogy - Celebrities - Collage - Morph

Kollase elevandi kingitus

2008-10-29T20:52:00.003+02:00

See ühendaks minu kaks ametit ^^

2008-10-26T18:03:00.002+02:00

Maia küsis:
"Armastad sa mind?"
"Jah."
Vastus ei lohutanud tüdrukut kuigivõrd. Tüdrukud on alati targemad poistest. Maia teadis juba, et mehed vastavad niisugustele küsimustele peaaegu alati jaatavalt.
Isegi siis, kui nad enam ei armasta.
Miks? Vahel selleks, et end seda uskuma sundida, vahel harjumusest, vahel kaastundest, vahel üksindusest.
"Ütle, kas ma olen selline tüdruk, keda sa oled otsinud? Selline, keda vajad?"
Vastust tuli kaua oodata. Meil kõigil on oma ideaal, oma "unetute ööde naine". Tegelikult pole teda olemas. Vahel me kohtame teda tänaval. Kui me temaga lähemalt tutvuksime, selguks meile, et see on vaid ideaali vari. Võib-olla oli neil sarnane pilk, suu, hääl, keha või kõnnak. Me lepime oma maise armastusega. Oo, milleks olla nii skeptiline, maa peal armastame me kõige maisemalt ja tugevamalt.
Aga ideaal ei kao. Ta tuleb meie juurde kurval õhtul või meenub siis, kui selgub, et meie armsamal pole aimugi relatiivsusteooriast või on tal lihtsalt suu pesemata.
Mehed on väiklased nagu puusepa vesiloodid.

Mati Unt
"Hüvasti, kollane kass"
1963

Mõnikord...

2008-10-26T14:41:00.003+02:00

Mõnikord on parem olla lihtsalt vait ja kuulata.
Mõnikord on piinlik olla lihtsalt vait ja kuulata.
Mõnikord ei suuda olla lihtsalt vait ja kuulata.
Mõnikord ei suuda lihtsalt leppida.
Mõnikord tahaks öösel kell neli puhanud ja värske olla.
Mõnikord tahaks varahommikul jalutama minna.
Mõnikord tahaks olla parem.
Mõnikord tahaks kuulata vaikust.
Mõnikord võiks kõik teised vait olla.
Mõnikord võiks iseseisvalt mõelda.
Mõnikord võiks keegi mind päästa.
Mõnikord võiks lihtsalt minema kõndida.
Mõnikord võiks lund sadada...

Tõenäoliselt on asi selles, et aeg-ajalt tunnen ennast täiesti üksi.

2008-10-21T19:20:00.004+03:00

Kes teab ka, mis see on?
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Võimalikkuse võimatus ja võimatuse lihtsus

2008-10-20T14:55:00.000+03:00

Taskufilosoofia algab siit.